Wednesday, October 31, 2007 @ 7:03 PM
i've got alot of things to post,
i am a forgetful person who can forget important events and not record it down here.
but seriously, what is a blog's purpose?
to vent anger?
to make announcements to the world?
i rather answer to that question like this: to make history more memorable.
the day before yesterday, i called jiale.
she really forgotten me, a friend who spent like 5 years with me forgets me.
i trembled ,i mean my voice.
i cried alot after that.
but then still i assured one thing, she goes to her friend's church.
that makes me not to worry anymore.
but still i wont call her (anymore), it feels like intruding into her life.
i assure you, this feeling sucks. to the core, i guess.
yesterday and today i went with maiza to the NE stairell project.
slacked (: ,free time (or at least i should call it "stolen" time) for us to play comp.
but still we also got do work lah.
there were so many sec ones around, i think sec twos only got 7?
i dunno, and i dont intend to know.
6hrs of CIP (:
i read "kite runner" to the half of the book,
i realised that it is indeed a very dark story.
can you believe that a young boy can be RAPED by another young boy?
shivered by the thought of this.
i guess the world is rotting, as this matter also happens in real life.
the society is decaying.
God is the Saviour, we are deliverers of this message (:
i am one deliverer.
one incident to also talk about today.
yesterday went to blk 635 for bubble tea, i remembered that me and lihui went there before.
the shop next to the original bubble tea shop is also ANOTHER BUBBLE TEA SHOP.
i went to that new shop and bought a peachiceblended.
and i went to the old shop and bought a honeydewiceblended.
i told the auntie there that the people next door stole her business,
i wondered what she "blabbered" but she angrily agreed with me.
life's like this huh?
later i sat somewhere nearby and drank the peachiceblended,
IT SUCKS! no flavour not enough pearls no crunchy ice feeling./
but then when i went back home and brought the honeydewiceblended to isabelle,
she says its nice.
obviously, the new people are NOOBS.
today i went back to the old shop and bought the mango yoghurt drink as promised,
she thanked me gratefully.
i feel so ...happy (:
but then i went back for CO.
heard that janice is quitting, gloria as well.
felt like quitting with them. but what will become of justin?
wenyi will go, leaving me and him.
if i go, janice goes, lihui goes, pei en goes, CO will kena not make it i guess.
i guess (its actually lihui's guess) that justin will quit if i quit.
HELLO?! is this making sense?
i dont know whether if i quit, justin will also quit or not.
maybe he will continue as a sectional leader?
i realised that i also have responsibilty to be in CO (with him) for one more year.
to not leave him alone there.
to at least, "act" as his junior.
i will also not quit CO because of you-know-who. SUCKER.
i told lihui and pei en, of what this person did.
i sort of regretted it. i dont feel like spreading it, yet i want people to be
aware of her.
