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Let's Sing Along,

Monday, October 29, 2007 @ 11:33 AM

suddenly realised some things while doing some things.

while i was looking into the mirror,
i saw how my hair was grown, and cut, and grown continuously.
i saw how i got earholes to wear earrings,
i saw how my eyes got bigger since _______(i dont know when),
i saw how my lips thicken,
and most importantly how i changed my way of thinking, my view of life.

while i was reading the lyrics of "Real Girl" by Mutya Buena,
i saw how true and meaningful it is.

If I had one chance to
In my life again
I wouldn't make no changes
Now or way back when (yeah)
And if everything turns out
The way I hope it goes
But I cant wait to find out
What it is that God knows
But I don't wanna think about
What's gonna come around for me
I'll just take it day by day
'Cause it's the only way
To be the best that I can be
I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see, when you see what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand
And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else'
Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am
And nothing's ever perfect
There's no guarantee
And if I knew the answers
It would put my mind at ease (no)
So I'll just keep on going
The way I've gone so far
And maybe I'll end up
Tryin' to catch a fallin star (yeah)
But I don't wanna think about
What's gonna come around for me
I'll just take it day by day
'Cause it's the only way
To be the best that I can be
I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see, when you see what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand
And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am
Baby this is who I am
Don't need you to understand
'Cause everything is right where it should be
It wont be long til you know about me,
'Cause I don't give a...
Even when I'm out of love
'Cause everythings just how it should be
And it wont be long till you know about me
But I don't wanna think about
What's gonna come around for me
I'll just take it day by day
'Cause it's the only way
To be the best that I can be
I never pretend to be something I'm not
You get what you see, when you see what I've got
We live in the real world, I'm just a real girl
I know exactly where I stand
And all I can do is be true to myself
I don't need permission from nobody else
'Cause this is the real world, I'm not a little girl
I know exactly who I am
i also asked myself what's the point of keeping the blogskins,
if i dont change the current one, the christian blogskin ?
i wonder if i change blogskin does that mean that i will love God lesser?
or maybe even if i dont change this blogskin does that mean that i will love God more?
i need an answer. i think i should find it when i ask a pastor. (rhymes)

i am wondering if i dont go out with brande during the holidays,
will our friendship get mild?
will we start to neglect each other?
i seem to worry too much. ):
also i need to call the longlost church friend. jiale.
i need courage to call her, i dont want to be answered "i dont remember you anymore".
i know now this serena SUCK COCK, but then i cant help feeling anxious.
tell me what to do, anyone.
maybe i need to calm down.

Hey there.
Serena, child of God manufactured on 121093 who appreciates music and art. Loves alot of guy superstars, and too many stuffs on her wishlist to share here. Fat. Doesn't have time-management skills. Very into drama marathons.
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