lets just imagine, that i will be a livelier person next year. perhaps i will even change my SUCKY attitude towards them like in DEC `o7. but people wont know that perhaps i am getting sick of them huh.
lets just imagine that serena could suddenly be a 'superstar', and then people would just come and ask me for signatures. and perhaps, due to this i might be better towards them, for face? SERENA THE DRAMAQUEENNNNN (:
who knows that i will quit co or not. i dont even know WHY i want to quit co. because of janice? because of them? because of that 'inferior feeling'? lets just pray to God. lets be more open. heard of some true stories, that when people pray for a long time, their life will turn to a better point. because of TRUST, FAITH. yep so lets trust God. because HE IS THE ONE WHO IS IN CONTROL. not me not you not he not she not anybody,not even the devil (:
people are not born to be pessimistic, serena. you are born to be a GOD'S CHILD. and a God's child is to be optimistic, brave and powerful. not like the present you. so serena cheer up, you have God, you have brande(: ,you have your silly sister :D. you have a lot of friends in church and school, for you. they are with you, and will be with you (perhaps.) till the end. so serena, SMILEEEEEEE. (: and pray. and wait. but still ,open up first, try to talk to them, NORMALLY. (ending speech for myself)
