Tuesday, November 20, 2007 @ 10:23 AM
it seems funny, that whenever i tend to think in a positive way, the next moment i will be thinking in a negetive way.
cool huh, my brain is so STYLO :D
also i tend to forget to mark down some events in my blog. WHICH IS HERE,duh.
like the market near my house caught fire,
like gloria actually went to china instead of quitted co.
hahas i think i am braindead huh.
yesterday night i figured out that i am not going to quit co.
because. this is part of the 'speech' i had for myself:
'serena ,do you want a chance to talk to your seniors?at least ,you need to talk to them before you get out of PHS right?do you want have a chance to strengthen your relationship with God,by trusting Him, praying to Him from now on?have trust and faith in Him, pray to God.a miracle will come true, just trust Him.'and etcetcetcetcetc.
i am so glad that i finally thought through.
BUT THEN THIS MORNING, when i think of them i suddenly have this 厌恶感, i wonder why lah.maybe because of yesterday, i saw her BLACK face /:
i decided to tell myself that i AM then the baddie.
because i am then the one who screamed and shouted at her for no reason.
because i am the one who DAO-ed them first. i guess.
i have this sucky attitude. but yet they are
sometimes willing to talk to me lah.
tell me, am i really not treasuring what i have now?
am i really the one who is thinking too much, or being too anxious and worried?
sigh.
today i am going to do my MATHS(:and i decided to
WATCH A MOVIE, instead of reading 4 books.
actually some of the boks like kite runner and curious incident of the dog in the nighttime, I READ BEFORE.
in fact i read like (some i havent read finish, but got touch before lah) already 4 books ler.
but still i want to watch a movie, its way lot better. reading books takes a long time, although its really enjoyable.
and i am going to
do finish my theory as well, yup(:
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i need $$$$$$$$...
