Saturday, November 10, 2007 @ 4:12 PM
this is so ...quiet.
i mean, my mother is out to have some discussion with her 'classmates'.
my grandmother is out ,maybe for a walk.
my father and sister are sleeping, right now.
i slept way before lunch, like from 12nn to 2.30pm? :D
the time now's 4.15pm. a time to take a usual nap ,for me (:
i feel sleepy, but i feel nervous and excited as well.
due to the fact that i am going to appeal for the change of BIOLOGY to PHYSICS,
due to the fact that i know that i will be working on sunday and on tuesday wednesday thursday in order to get the money to buy 'romantic princess'. (:
i never felt so much of energy in me to work towards my goal,
i never thought that physics might be more difficult yet more practical than bio.
i wonder should i really go print out that appeal form.
hesitation, sets in again.
i found out alot of stuff about myself.
i am
always hesitating to do something that i MUST/WANT TO/WILL do.
i am a girl who claims to believe strongly in Jesus, yet
still make some mistakes like scolding vulgar words, lying, jealousy, being emo. -but seriously my condition is better than in the past.
i am
getting anaeroxic, perhaps. because i keep having no appetites for meals.
i am
more aware that i am a Christian.
i am a elder sister of someone who
hates somebody called cheryl, which once i have also liked her.
i am
getting sleepy more often nowadays.
i am fulfiled with a goal,
sometimes.i still
haven't read finish 'the kite runner', and 'half-blood prince', etc.
i am aspiring to become a pianist, yet i
also want to be something else.
i am getting
more and more 'laogongs' :P
i am
thinking more of fashion products, like accesories, tote bags, patent belts, palm shoes.
etc.
people really change with time.
