Tuesday, December 11, 2007 @ 11:35 AM
i think .... all my friends are missing?
maybe because i hadn't met them for like, YEARS?!
actually its like months only, and i missed them like shit, -.-
but months can be very long, or very short, depending on how you spent it.
i wanna use this free time to do my homework but i just cant lah.
... feel like hadnt had any friends at all...-.-
never mind, i cant be this selfish, all of them needs their own space mah.
esp brande, my bestie(: she has lots of friends so she also need to spare time for them as well.
... but starting to wonder whether i am considered as her best friend lah.
brande, if you're reading now.... hadnt go out with you . i feel bad lah.so maybe i should try to really spent time with you lor.feeling really paiseh lah, hadnt talked with you on msn or phone MSGs... ):and like 20 dec is the meeting of me crystal and bahiemah, now then i remember-.-
maiza, elise... these are all the friends i have?
oh and gloria and pei en. but they have other closer friends too-.-
... sometimes i think i am super duper selfish, like now.
wanting something to truly belonging to me. reminds me of 'boyfriend'.
walaos, will i ever qualify to have a boyfriend? man, i am like already scaring off all the people in the world with my dramatic behaviour and appearance lah-.-
well i guess i should try to be 'gentle'.
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...
I KNOW! I AM ANOTHER mo2 nv3! just like the 1opm drama mo.nu.you.xi(:
hahas, the show is nice de lor! laugh like mad everytime, i want the vcd!
....i am thinking of earning enough money to buy christmas presents. hmmm.
ohs, and i forgot to mention. today went for backbone checkup and erm,
I AM DISCHARGED! yays, no need to go for checkup again for every 6 mths ler!(:
the doctor says that my backbone has already hardened, so wont deteoriate.
YAYness! (:
