really feel like going out and have a hearty chat with someone.
guess that even this simple things are disallowed, and impossible to fulfill.
and the purpose of this blog is to let me pour in all those crappy feelings.
...
after my breakfast, which is after my checkup.
i started to think whether its God's plan of me to be in CO.
to cope with fears, to learn teamwork, to share the feeling of success every time after a concert, to make new friends. etc.

everything is supposed to be God's plan(:

...i wonder if anybody had tried to talk to me through msn to know what i am doing?
everybody seems to be super busy. like me now, working....
... days before, i read my sort of diary, which in fact is the 'scissored' notebook.
most of the 'entries' are super emo, like when my mum locked the comp,
or whether i just had the quarrels with brande... etc. most of them like super emo...
there's a sentence which caught my eyes,
"i am not emo, but just sensitive."
well, thats quite true. i dont cut myself actually :D
am just too sensitive, and scared of all the people around me. of them leaving me one day.
"alone" can be such a torturing feeling.

romantic princess dvd part 2!!!!! when are you coming...?
and when can i actually finish all those homework!? grrr ):

Hey there.
Serena, child of God manufactured on 121093 who appreciates music and art. Loves alot of guy superstars, and too many stuffs on her wishlist to share here. Fat. Doesn't have time-management skills. Very into drama marathons.
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