Saturday, December 22, 2007 @ 4:07 PM
saturday today, no music lesson because of the 'holiday thing'.
woke up at 9.30am, in fact earlier. my usual habit.
just like every night, i tend to thinkthinkthink about stuffs then starting to doze off,
when i woke up i will think thinkthink and try to sleep again. but impossible.
maybe this is why i have panda eyes ):
or maybe due to some other making-me-pekchek problems. thats why.
ytd is the last co practice, should be happy with it but not.
juhuatai. the song is nice, but is there enough people to play? enough instruments?
zhoulaoshi keep talking to us for more than an hour.
seriously i am also curious, or rather worried about the liuqin part.
sometimes i kept looking at the place where janice used to sit, the empty chair.
....
oh, and on wednesday no PHS-pipa player turned up for the camp. ha (:
so you should know the consequences? kena scolded la! :D
i told zhoulaoshi i feel dizzy, and in turn he answered that he that time giving birth. -.-
watched finish romantic princess, going to finish witch youhee.
i dont feel any sense of entertainment anymore la.
or maybe i will start to watch other taiwan idol dramas?
......
maybe i should change blogskin now.
....
you know. theres this kind of constant-changing within me.
that keeps me feeling like the life i am leading is a never-ending rollercoaster ride.
and you know, in fact i never rode in a REAL roller coaster before ):
i said i regretted being emo. but in the end i am back to my depressed state.
i dont want to 'wear this skin/mask' anymore next year,
just like the starting of this year i wanna be that cheerful serena, again.and i
keep forgetting that
God is always by my side. shit la.
