Sunday, January 13, 2008 @ 5:21 PM
post number onehundredandtwo.
title: drama continues, this time is MIME.
victim: no one, everybody leads life like nothing happens?
this time i dont know ler, i seriously dont know what will happen next.
i know i cant possibly stay like that forever, i need to give a chance to myself,
to talk. to open up. to break the silence.
well at least my sis and dad and grandma talks to me.
that is why, whenever grandma is going to jb, i will feel a sense of great disappointment.
mum had gone shopping, after her whatever exam lah.
sis had gone to bishan library.
dad has went to the office.
me, using comp for like 2 hours ler? with po at home.
it seemed so long lah. msn with pei en is horribly funny, i promise you.
we keep "LBB"-ing each other. omg i cant believe it (:
felt better, and later went blog-hopping (or rather, blogshop-hopping).
super nice stuff man ,i am going to faint sia.
I WANNA BUY! super less clothes at home. wanna have a necklace and a bag! :/
well i guess i am getting materialistic.
i wonder how to do the 3d model .seriously i have no idea.
and i have no idea for everything lah! except that i know how to draw mindmap for maths.
pei en says that tmr she has dental appointment at 1210pm/
i dont know whether i got or not, i dint get the paper from jessica.
dental appointment... hmms. my teeth are all like adult teeth?!
yah they are big and white, erm not to say really white though -.-
...
i feel like going out and just ,come back later,
but at the same time i am being scared.
so whats holding on to me, really?
anti-socialness? fear of her return? loneliness?
or maybe the raindrops that might thunder on me, then later i will be washed into some bigbig ocean :D
let me tell you a secret.
...
i wonder who's my best friend now. beside God.
