Thursday, March 6, 2008 @ 4:07 PM
post onehundredandtwentyeight.
i dont know why i came back. there are also too many "i dont know"s today.
suddenly i felt so saddened, i wonder why.
i dont know why i lived like this, procrastinatedly.
everytime it is to be "last minute then do" situation.
cant icome out of it? why, why am i supposed to live like this?
will this be my ever most important lesson in my life, God?
that you wanted me to know that we humans cannot live like this.
i seriously dont know. i feel damn tired. tired of almost everything.
everyday i came back to sleep. then later no time to do other things.
homework undone. piano unpractised. theory undone.
why? i asked myself why cant i cope with sec 3 life?
am i going back to my sec one self? that girl.
i just DONT KNOW. does anybody understand?
cant time just, stop?