Wednesday, June 18, 2008 @ 9:10 AM
post onehundredandfiftysix.
oh gosh.
like. what the heck, i dint touch anything today.
just, surfed around i guess.
i am feeling quite stunned now, guess its because i am like traumatised by,
my dearest sis :D
yup what she said was like deeply affecting me,
guess that i am using the comp too much and not letting her use 0;
i wonder if i will practise my piano today,
but WHAT THE HECK , ITS JUST
TWO WEEKS LATER.
omgomgomgomg oh my freaking gosh.
grahhhhhhhhhh. i am going nuts any moment ,
tormented by the worries of the chinese assignment and the english assignment,
but then these are the least important,
GOD, PLEASEPLEASEPLEASE
ARRANGE A BUYER FOR OUR FLAT.
omgomgomg. we are like praying for the past few nights,
until i myself am getting freaking pissing worried.
God, please, please dont let my mother get freaking worried and pissed off every moment from now,
i know its quite impossible.
but God, i know that everything is in your own hands.
just, dont let my mother or father or me or even the dogs/cats outside get worried every single moment. about this matter.
no matter whether is this a prayer to you or not, but Lord, i am speaking to You here,
i dont know if i would follow suit and just starve myself for each meal or not,
but God, here i ask ,for You to ...speed up things?
i know i am getting impatient,
but its like both my parents are like worried like, ?
sorry for the vulgar words that i have spoken above,
Lord, i pray to you that everyone in this family is bonded together, even through the deepest crisis,
Lord you will be there ,for us. for each and every one of us.
Lord i ask that everything is to be controlled in your own hands,
and You are the God of faith hope and love, and not to forget peace.
so Lord i ask for You to also bring us peace ,deliver this family peace
so that we can live happily together,
and forever in Your kingdom.
here i ask, in Jesus' name, Amen.
