post onehundredandfortyeight.

thanks dude, .
i dont know why this morning i dont have that much energy to give sarcastic comments anymore,
plus yesterday all those feelings just pour out.
i guess maybe you are right,.
i know, since sec one i already am not just that person you will find friendly.
you know? that i am very curious at first of your background, but not anymore.
because ,maybe you are really those that hated me to the core?
right ,even if you are reading i dont need your reminder(s).
cos. i am just that one of a kind that you will not wish to encounter.
hahas(: thanks anyway, i know that i am just having that shield made of despicable remarks just to protect myself,
from learning that despicable truth that i am always a failure, in attitude.
THANKS DUDE. but you did not made me cry(:

because from dec2006 i already told myself to get stronger.
to detach myself from the despicable past.
but yet i entered a despicable present situtation.
and worst of all, its a stranger that reminded me of these stuff.

whatever, just shoot back if you want,
i wont change my blog address, i wont delete my tagboard,
just continue and scream into my face whatever you want.
cos i am already reminded of that filthy past, BY YOU.
thanks for the reminder (again) that i dont have any friends.
whats in the past, cannot be revived anymore.

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