Tuesday, July 1, 2008 @ 5:08 PM
post onehundredandsixtyseven.
feeling alot more better.
ate some ice cream , watched some videos.
most importantly , i am being cheered up by mrbrown! ;D
hahas. well..
today.
pe. blisters on my feet because of running. chest pains.
history. group work, WHICH ISNT AT ALL. c'mon people.
maths nothing happened. miss tang whom i've missed came back.
chem prac. the part that pissed me off is that no more apparatus is left. and someone's waterbottle leaked AND JESLEY TOLD ME THAT
MY WATERBOTTLE LEAKED WHEN MINE IS EMPTY.
english. i wondered where's my vocab book when it actually sits in my locker when i went to find it after the lesson. nevertheless, cheered up a little by crystal and gang ;D
physics. i wondered why mr tan dao-ed me.
AND FUCKING
FPS PISSED ME OFF.
(yes i know that word is damn explicit. but since i typed it out i dont feel like backspacing it.)
its like. miss lim called me out and said that i have to work along with others.
"thats what you do in a group", or something she said like that.
but the thing is.
when doing group work i am always the one being left out.
no, it shouldnt be put this way. I AM ALWAYS WITHOUT A PARTNER TO TALK MY IDEAS TO.
and so, for that five of them (mabel is not here, counting her inside would be six),
their ideas flowed so well and so together.
i dont see the need of participating, since that action will result in making me look like an idiot which will let me be outcasted.
but since i am outcasted i shall not go further ,it doesnt make any sense at all.
and so i walked out the classroom on my own i think.
i dont know what happened in the class room where they stayed back,
i didnt see any of them walking behind me.
whats the use lah.
and.
the most hilarious thing is that.
i really broke down when my mother asked me to go to amk hub and meet up and go for the haircut there.
and at first , i dont know why did i broke down.
and later on i realised that i am actually touched by someone's warmth. on this plagued day.
and i realised, that i actually hated the family alot and wanted. to leave.
and so i broke down in front of the computer .
well you think this story is damn fake.
up to you. i am tired of explaining my moodswings today.
