Thursday, August 7, 2008 @ 5:31 PM
post onehundredandeightytwo.
i am sick of telling lies.
because i am afraid of being exposed.
who isnt afraid of their lies being exposed when they lie, so hard?
i am tired, i am sick of it. i am afraid.
i am scared, very very scared.
yah well maybe you think this is funny, but i dont.
sigh,
what i am afraid the most is that i see them looking at how i am degrading in morale.
how i am trying so hard to smash the truth.
how i am , not meeting their expectations and being afraid of what they would get to know.
and i am afraid, that i will be the one who will be the most disappointed in myself.
hi serena this is the cruelity of reality. no lies are to be said.