Friday, June 5, 2009 @ 9:25 PM
tuesday,watched 'marley and me' online with isabelle, rawks ;D
wednesday,screwed chem spa skill 3 at the end, calculated wrongly.
yesterday's physics test was okay, can pass.
and screwed up moodswings, PMS-ed until i cry in front of my mother in the car on the way home. maybe, i am just too stressed, or too bottled up. or fed up that i waited like so long to ask miss lim something but cant wait any longer because of the bombarding calls received from my mum and sis. or just fed up that my mind is just rusting and getting stupid and more stupid by the day that i was so muddle-headed in maths class.
or maybe because everyday is a life revolving around tests and homework and i need to breathe.
asked me what happened.
"是不是功课压力太大?" or something like that, but i shook my head.
i felt very stupid and the lump in my throat.
even if i said yes, does it make a difference? can she help? i guess not.
maybe i think this way, is because that i think she doesnt understand me at all.
i mean, we rarely talk. and even if we talk, its freaking awkward.
went home and let out all emotions in the bathroom.
pulled a long face and said stupid things when she asked me again when i ate lunch at four.
chionged history notes but to no avail.
teevee, then chionged, sidetrack, chionged a bit, then until 11.30pm bueytahan go sleep.
today.went to school with a heavy heart bcos no homework done and no revision for tests,
and found out that everybody else had not have a successful revision as well.
so some people like stephan and rachel went to negotiate with mrs lim to postpone the test.
so while they went, i chionged the homework further,
and stephan came back with "postponed to one hour later",
while rachel came back with mrs lim. stared at us and a bigger negotiating circle.
went to class, they wanted to go to the air-con classroom but then mrs lim chased us back to 409.
and she spoke alot of chinese. lol. first time she so cheena. (does cheena mean very chinese-oriented? idk)
then in the end spent the whole time going thru facts in the q.s set. no tests, its going to be held next wed and notes is also due next wed ;D
chionged home for lunch and took piano stuff, met chengsin janice gloria and annabelle (i love stalking annabelle ;D) chengsin lived in yishun too ;D
went back school for chem in ava room ;D
went thru ammonia, freaking short chapter.
then paid the $5 and got the revision papers.
chionged my geog q1 until 3.15 then bobian hand in without really completing it. chionged to piano and went thru the accompanyment for the concert in 21 june as well.
funny thing is that this is the third time i practiced with the young girl and yet i dont know her name yet -.-
went home. watched teevee, and mum in a jokingly manner said the stupid things i churned out ytd at lunch. kinda pissed. but its okay now.
lol just now researched on vulgarites on wiki ;D
i dint know that politicians also said "fuck" when they're pissed.
hahas, afterall everyone's human, ;D
going to play games now (on miniclip), lol i am a lifeless and stm and pms noob.
