Sunday, November 1, 2009 @ 6:45 PM
came back because,
i think my 恐惧感正在酝酿当中.
idk why, but i am suddenly scared of leaving the school after o levels,
like those people that you know would never cross your path again.
like as if from 13 november onwards, from prom nite onwards, or even from the taking of o-level results next year, their lives would be in a total stranger sphere,
and my sphere and their other spheres will never intersect again.
got this every bad feeling when i surfed other people's blogs just now.
gosh.
okay serena relax,
there's ss and chem tmr, you dont want to screw chem up.
God, please be with me. Give me ample time, and motivation and super memory, and also wisdom, and everything else that i need for this.
please, please, i know that i am a Sunday Christian, or maybe even not.
i only pray to you in times of need, so that is really very very bad (wanna say shitty, but cant in the face of God).
sigh, help.