Tuesday, December 8, 2009 @ 8:13 AM
I AM FUCKING PISSED.
even more so last night, cos there was another fiasco.
damn shit damn shit damn shit, i feel like an idiot last night, and now.
there's nothing i can do to salvage anything at all.
I FEEL LIKE A DAMN FUCKING BITCH NOW, grrr.
i just hope, and lay all my burdens and problems to God,
so that He's, and will be the ultimate solution to everything,
because i'm just totally speechless about what happened.
maybe this is not the first time I've felt like this,
but yesterday and today, my feelings are just ever so strong.
i feel like an idiot, a total idiot.
strange and damned thoughts ran thru my head, i cant stop them.
but i know that they will come to an end,
because, God is mighty to save (:
and thank God, for letting me having a good friend/friends,
like Brande and Annabelle.
because i know, that i can confide in them, but ultimately, You.
let's hope that my swollen eyes will heal fast, i need to see my possible future boss today!
and, another drama series that can, together with my STML, take away my worries for a while...