yes. i'll be gone.
but not forever though.
wanted to update on last week last week.
but, now there's no mood.
i wonder if last week's family outing at that sunnyscorchy sentosa luge was a dream.

but a thing to take note of,
i saw FERN (my new nickname for HIM generated today :D) like on wed thurs fri! :D
today, nope i dint see him, nope, FERN, when i wanted to.
fri was the luckiest. i bumped into him like twice :D
i love the feeling in the library (:

today's choir was okay. hahs.
forgot to tell you that i had a haircut after piano lesson on sat.
the auntie cut too short, so i just spontaneously added on spikes.
chionged CSC proj ytd.

but i just dont understand why some people are just so crazy,
that they just stop other people's piano lessons for no good reason okay.
do you expect me to be able to practise piano properly after going into JC?
no, even if i was lazy and not doing my routine in the past.
you, definitely are not sane enough to know how much i like piano,
even if sometimes i feel very sian.
yes, i think.

grade 6 practical exam, and after that, nil.
GOOD huh, what the fuck.
that ruined my mood the whole fucking day today.
the CSC proj is getting on my nerves,
i even considered to retain in JC.

what pissed me off, is not the termination of piano lessons.
it is her LOCKING UP THE ROOM, for no fucking reason?
i dont feel like know why.
everything is making no sense these days,
like WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG THESE DAYS LAH?

i dont know, seriously. i'm just effing pissed.
i hope i can just snap out of it ASAP and face the reality,
or SHE can snap out of it and stop the nonsense.'



i dont know, i'm confused pissed angry sad lost.
serena is in a mess now.




hopefully the 4G outing on thurs can help a bit.
maybe when i come back, it'll be better.
now i'm just gonna say byebye to laptop.
(;

and maybe, i really need to snap out of FERN too.
need to jianfei le. they need us to get a SILVER for NAPFA,
and it's compulsory, wth.
i dont dare to see my weight. LOL.


i hope i can change for the better.
and i'm not changing the blogskin after all haha.

Hey there.
Serena, child of God manufactured on 121093 who appreciates music and art. Loves alot of guy superstars, and too many stuffs on her wishlist to share here. Fat. Doesn't have time-management skills. Very into drama marathons.
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