Hmmmm...
Saturday, May 22, 2010 @ 12:08 PM
Alright. I'm feeling a little stupid lately.
Yesterday was like a explosion and mixture of everything I have towards that biatch.
No lah I dint confront her and never did I slap her, although I wanted to so badly.
There's only a sharing of what I feel. Towards group members.
CK said, she cant be bothered. And I shouldn't get started on such stupid stuffs.
I agree, and I kinda regret how I am treating her lately, like ignoring her,
I even hack cared to sit with her yesterday during Chinese. But oh well...
Then again, why am I feeling so stupid? I kept kena blinded by anger and hatred.
Kena used by the evil force to un-glorify God, wtf. =.=
Because lately I've been reading my ODJ, and whenever I got the gospel some lameshit will happen to me, make me feel bad, and lazy, and forget about worshipping God, WHAT THE HELL. ARGH!
Yesterday I also went to church choir.
You know why? The primary reason was to look at how they train the sops so that I can also teach in the similar way. Speaking of which, I met Qi Ren on Wednesday haha. And Mr Poon's birthday celebration was short and sweet, the cake was nice, I get to learn and teach a new version of Ave Maria in one session! ^^v
Anyways back to the topic. But no one really welcomed me, they just continued with the practice.
Then fine, this is only sian. What makes me angry is someone's black face and ordering me around, and I dont know why I suddenly got moodswing for the whole session, damn.
And they never tested my voice, WTF. ARGH!
Oh well, the only good thing yesterday was that I think I can ace the chem test, unless I got ALOT of careless mistakes ba. And I can understand maths despite missing on one lesson beforehand cos I was chionging vectors. And I understand externalities in market failure in Econs WOOHOO.
ohkay, so that's all i guess. i need to chiong piano, haha.
byebye, off to tuition later. i ordered the chem prac questions in the morning, yeah~
