Je suis un pécheur,
Wednesday, May 26, 2010 @ 9:47 PM
"I am a sinner".
correct, everyone born on this very earth is a sinner, no matter what.
but, i have become a great sinner, by letting hatred growing in me and relishing the evil words and actions on certain people. yeah it's PEOPLE, not just her.
however, now i am regretting. but i do not know what to do and how to salvage the situation,
i seriously dont know.
what happened was that during PE i wrote a letter (by demand of june?) of all the things that i am unhappy of about her, and passed it to june and CK. they said it was okay. i passed it back to june. i never really see her face and answer whenever she kinda talked to me.
i know, this is damn fucking stupid. i feel fucking stupid now.
it's not that i wanted to make things blow up like this, like the damned pw meeting in the library yesterday, not that i forgot that she helped in making the senior's farewell presents. it's just that i cannot control my anger. I FEEL DAMN RETARDED BUT I AM SUCH A GENIUS IN BEING STUPID OKAY.
great, everything is as messed up and lumped together as the above passage.
argh! even ....
even choir was a bit. =.=
i shouted for sops j1s but no one stayed back on mon, but then, farewell party was awesome.
mr poon was as funny as usual.
i made cards for edna rachael and him. i cut out the doodle of him and pasted it on the card.
including the speech bubble "JI DAN AH NI~!" xD
oh wells. at least that's the only thing to be happy about.
plus my chem test got 20/30 again, LOL.
maths, is like SHIT. i dont understand a shit at all and i'm supposed to do the reflection.
i need to do gp essay, and econs essay outline. damnnit.
i feel bad, i feel super evil, i feel insane...
I NEED YOU GOD, ):
