Okay it's like 56 days to promos. No revision done at all.
Not only that, I haven't been doing my homework lately. This sucks.

The damn research for PW I've been doing from 4 till now, 9, is taking forever, intercepted by FB dinner bath teevee and FB. It's forever the bitch, FB.

Have I told you that I got Dr SEUSS for blocks? S for GP, E for Math, U for Econs, S for Chem, and S for Geog. Sucks.

Knowledge about God also haven't seeped into my brain and heart.
Piano plus theory is being forgotten.

I feel like, a forgotten person. Life is like waves, continuous flow of waves. You have to ride it with a boat to go on and on, to your destination. If not, you're just a particle flowing somewhere else. This feeling sucks to the max. I'm not kidding. I think I'm going nuts. Less than 2 months to promos and I'm still here blogging and FB. Walao. What's this.

Econs and Complex Numbers are overdue. I'm not paying attention in lectures. I'm using breaks in between classes to space out. Telling myself, or rather attempting to induce motivation in me, is rather ineffective. I'm too lazy to attempt anything. Even for choir. I can't even bloody open my mouth and ask someone to come in. What's the point of me in a JC that I don't work hard for my As? As in A for A levels, or maybe just Alevels. Can't even bloody work hard for promos, and I'm always dreaming of getting straight As for A levels. What's this shit?

I cannot decode life anymore.

I feel like typing "I need God", but do I pray to Him for help? Not exactly. I'm a lazy bum.
Maybe I should try telling myself "I can do it". It worked for me when I was doing my econs essay.

Hey there.
Serena, child of God manufactured on 121093 who appreciates music and art. Loves alot of guy superstars, and too many stuffs on her wishlist to share here. Fat. Doesn't have time-management skills. Very into drama marathons.
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