Okay I tell you what happened these days. Thursday was school. Friday was movie outing/shopping/eating with Weihao and he told me that "it's an open secret that I'm courting you', I was like wth. Yeah, although he gave me this gigantic rose and I should have sensed that earlier that he has feelings for me but the fact that when he told me, the actual realisation then starts. And he bought a schedule diary for me and I bought him this pill pill thing. He bought me dinner, ice cream and the movie tickets for Due Date, it was a fucking funny movie.

So Saturday was slack day, bought a pair of shoes in Chong Pang but we retrieved it on Sunday lol. Yeah and when we were heading towards the bus stop to go Sun Plaza WH kinda cycled to where we're standing, the traffic light. I kinda said hi and again in my SMS cause the traffic light went green and we pathed different ways. Got devotional materials from Mount Zion, awesome shop. Had a thought that I should just spend my allowance here, rather then Artbox or anything else. Supposed to go bowling for sis but then the bowling alley was full, so we decided to go next Saturday.

On Sunday I decided that I should pay WH 10 bucks back. But he rejected, although I told him not to in my sms on Sat? Or was it on Fri? Whatever. And then it was Ai Yan and then we were eating together and his mother kinda delivered food to me, and added ingredients. And he said that actually those acts were kinda for testing me, because I am a "money-sucker" in her eyes, as quoted from WH. I was like WTF. I live in a bloody condo and which part of me is a MONEY SUCKER. Damn, I sms-ed Pei En the whole thing and during make-up tuition at Orchard she told me that she supports my idea of telling him straight in the face that I don't like him, because there is a high possibility that he was lying.

Idk maybe there's some misunderstanding but I told her that his character will change for the better given that he goes to church, ... and I started devotion on a new chinese book on Sunday from Mount Zion.

Yesterday chionged I&R last minute until 1235 this morning, cause it's overdue. Supposed to email on Sunday. LOL. I thought that I cant think of new ideas, but in the end it only took me about an hour? Cause I was watching Fringe at the same time as well, and Fringe is cool (:

Today is school again. And cool we ended at 1230, Chem was fun. Went back home with Oreo Chocolate sipping and a Chicken Potato and Posh brownie in my stomach. And cool I left my keys at home and Grandma went strolling so I was locked outside the house for half an hour sleeping. And then I got here, FB-ed. And hotmail, sent OP slides, and should I go CCIS? Cause WH asked me.

And THAT. That fucking shit. Thank God Norton dint record the fucking websites. I cried harder this time. I was able to actually ignore clicking, but in the end I clicked anyway. WHAT THE FUCK. SERIOUSLY.

My devotional material says that I can be a better myself. And I'm trying so hard. And yet this kind of FUCKING shit happened. Oh Lord. Oh God, I'm so sorry, really. Shit, this time I really improved. I actually had the chance to look away and ponder. But yet. What the fuck, oh man. I'm not being dramatic here, but it's just like failing an exam by getting 49/100. That one mark, that slight difference, is actually, fate-deciding. THE FUCK I'VE DONE.

Oh my Lord. I'm coming back to you. I guess I should just dig my eyes out for my own sake. Right.

By the way, HP7 I wanna watch. Tom Yam instant noodles is love. OP rehearsals tmr. Bye.