TSH emailed my father. I'm emotionless really.

Today was the celebration tea for the SYF participants, for all PA groups. Before that we had Niji during choir practice :D

Something weird happened, as if something embarassing happened and I'm brooding over it till now. But yeah, I just dont know why. It's the usual thing. It's like, I'm questioning myself, whether I like you or not. Like really, when he was away, or rather when I'm away, I dont really feel anything, I dont miss him. But when I come back. I forget another him and start feeling wrong, again? Until now. I wonder what will happen after Arts Fusion. I wonder what will happen when I graduate. Will I cry because I miss the people, or if I'll ever miss you at all? All the thoughts, the scenarios that cooked up in my head for some weird reason that I cant explain, I'm thinking if they are worth anything or do they really explain anything at all. Everything is just so weird, I'm feeling scared if I'm leaving. Your face seems to be. The favourite thing that my mind likes to materialise.

Is this love? But why is it so, uncertain?

Or are you just an interesting creature that I've come across and what my mind fancied, temporarily?

I really wish you are just a passing infatuation and I can still look up to you as someone that I can say hi on the streets, and maybe when I come back to YJ, we can still talk, normally.

I dont know whether we are talking normally at all NOW. ;/
That's quite a sad thing huh.

Anyways, BANJA AGAIN FOR YJCHORALE, PLUS SOP2s, I'm lovin' it :D
Off to do homework!

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