So why don't we go, somewhere only we know.
Saturday, December 31, 2011 @ 11:08 PM
Oh yes, I sprained my ankle. I think I sprained it, being that it's like numb and pain and whatnot for so long, since alighting from the bus at the HSR station... and walking all the way to our accomodation. Nice way to spend the countdown and start 2012.
I think, a new year, no, the beginning of a new year is scary. I think there are just so many uncertainties lying in front of me. I hate changes, I hate new environments. But... I guess faith will lead me to destinations, and the processes and the consequences will forever be lessons for me in life ain't it. I just came back to post once again because of this weird feeling of not being able to let go, and I'm really missing home. But the trip seems to be a short one though...
This year being a sucky one due to my laziness. My anger, my sense of loss. I wont want it to happen again. And the "so many things to do, yet so little time attitude"... would improve on my priotising, and time-management. Oh well, I think the new year resolutions spelt out everything.
I really have this strong feeling of... 莫名其妙 now, I dont know how to explain it in English. I really feel weird, it's like loss + anger + sad + despair. I really dint become useful of do useful things this year huh.
I cant turn my left foot for nuts. Grr. Oh well. Guess I'll just make-do. Happy new year.