Sunday, October 14, 2007 @ 3:18 PM
another call.
stupid me can. today i think i screwed two calls!?
wth can, i rather tell them that i am VERY NEW HERE.
but then bobian, who tell them to only have off-days on SUNDAYS?
whatever, i think i need to do homework for these going-to-be caregivers!
brande, i read your blog.
never mind if you cant let her out of your mind, because ...
dunno how to say, but then not everybody has that capacity to forgive someone like her.
especially me, i am still angry, but then i have forgotten.
if you cant forgive, just forget (:
strangely people need not give a damn sometimes, but then memories are like ghosts,
they come and HAUNT YOU at inappropriate times.
human beings, although they are weak physically,
in fact their inner side can be so intense and so damn complicated.
people can have a weak body and a strong will, HOW STRANGE.
in church today ,i learnt that the pastor or the "chuan dao",
need to carry the burdens of the people in church ,
because they are responsible for letting them "grow".
and then in sunday school, free cake because of my birthday?
yupps and also lim han's birthday is in september, din really know that.
also learnt that we have to be loyal to God, (maybe by passing the gospel.
i sorta have this feeling). YUMMY CAKES (:
YESTERDAY - FELLOWSHIP, for
three tuanqi s!
had popiah and get to know alot of people, at first very scared because of
ANTI-SOCIALNESS.
but then due to the advice given by darr brande, YAYness (:
"pursuit of happYness" is like so
NICE! c'mon i actually nearly cried.
then the whole thing ended about 10pm, and we sent "qi chuan dao" back,
din know that she lived nearby the amk methodist church,
the place where i grew up for 11 years.
memories, they came and haunt me again, NOW.
also came to know that sharon laoshi knows xiaoyan laoshi!
i am like OMG. they are collegues? for some church programs i guess.
i think if i go and check out the connection between church people,
it will be A VERY VERY BIG WEB.
threethirtysix. the time now. i have to suffer for like THREE MORE HOURS,
oh well i think i will read up on the caregiver thing now.
and i dun know that hauyip is in SEC 3 already, fascinating.
will call alvona today.
