Saturday, November 29, 2008 @ 3:35 PM
post onehundredandninetyone.
its like.
i think i dont really am who i am, anymore.
or who i was anymore.
cause the inner struggle within me is affecting every single bit of my life.
how i struggled to see which church i belong.
how i struggled to stay calm, and stop talking to those that piss me off.
but even so. i dont want to become such a person.
because now i am the one pissing people off.
i feel. empty.
even if i have btmt as my bestie. i think i am being greedy?
i dont like myself against the world , at least thats what i am , inside.