I AM JUST SO FREAKING ANGRY.


just so angry and fed up that the tears rolled down like that,
and thank God, i pretended to sleep.
BUT OH FOR GOODNESS SAKE. HOW CONSIDERATE SHE IS.
considering that she wanted total silence whenever she wanted to rest.
but no, she just went on to do her pieces of shit. BANG HERE AND THERE, how nice.
for a better reason that SHE'S CONSIDERATE (my foot),
she asked me to fold the clothes and then go to the respective rooms and put there.

oh wow.
she probably dint know that i did my napfa 2.4 km plus shuttle run.
and oh how nice is that when she personally came and picked me up from yckcc and i told her what i went through.
and this is the ever frist time i had passed my napfa.
a bloody good 17.45 seconds.
and that resulted in blisters on BOTH FEET. and my thighs ache like shit.






thank goodness. i am sixteen this year,
it is just a matter of time that i can legally go out. buy a house,
have my own space. and DONT COME BACK.




i am just so f-cked up crazy.
WHAT KIND OF BULLSHIT IS THIS?

and that ridiculous thought of the suicide thing flashed through again.
... sometimes i wonder, if i am a schizophrenic.

Hey there.
Serena, child of God manufactured on 121093 who appreciates music and art. Loves alot of guy superstars, and too many stuffs on her wishlist to share here. Fat. Doesn't have time-management skills. Very into drama marathons.
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