Hanging on a thread,
Saturday, May 8, 2010 @ 11:30 PM
Kim So Eun is so damn prettaye! (:
sighs, i wonder why should i keep this blog when it's so not updated ;/
i missed out the sectional crap on wednesday. but anyways, mr poon became my hero and led the sectional. thanks to me stoning (kinda? i guessed i dint know whether i tried my best to communicate), and other people stoning when i asked q.s, and this very scary and weird stare from the J2s. and i seriously dunno why i felt so ): from such a little setback.
but then, Joshua 1:9 gave me power on the day after, and made me :DD
monday, which is the day after tmr. lol i dint do homework at all. i've got like maths chem worksheet chem summary geog tutorial gp essay. nahs geog tutorial not that urgent.
i bought a scheduler from artbox that cost me 13.90 bucks, a bit thin, but expensive stuff and a scheduler somemore from artbox will force me to look at what homework i have, plus when're the upcoming tests. i guess the shopkeepers of artbox really boueytahan of me when i stayed there for like half an hour trying to find my nemesis to be kept in my schoolbag, and replacing my $5 school organiser xD
and before i forgot, thank God that there's no econs homework. i finally found out where miss yip's locker is, and i really hate doing that econs exercise =.=
speaking of exercise, i'm supposed to go for "MORNING INTENSIVE TRAINING" since i only got one out of max dunno x times 5 points, which means i FAILED my napfa, damn badly. but i am really so damn reluctant to go for something that may or may not (most probably not) gonna improve my condition. damnnit kept hurling vulgarities at the air cos of this stupid lame shit.
other than that, school's quite okay except that i should start to read my notes for everything, and i really think that i should get a file for all my notes, and solely my notes.
someone always spoils my mood. but then, i guess that nobody's perfect in this world. i guess i am a more irritating person than her, sigh. hope that God's magic work on me so that i can be a better person towards people, towards my life, myself.
and lameshit brings us kinda back to sectionals.
idk whether its apt, but if j2s leave, maybe i'll not be having so much difficulties communicating.
not to say that they're noisy, in fact they are very very quiet.
i think it goes the same for me when rachael was still there. like we're like not really responding, but then the ony difference is that she's very friendly and very open, while for me its the total fking opposite, i really find a hard time to smile with silence and stares!! -.-
maybe this is how rachael really feels. idk.
hahas, maybe it wasnt okay to say "okay" in the first place.
