Sunday, November 28, 2010 @ 3:57 PM
I'm so emotionally drained this week, and damn irritated today.
Last Sunday was the gospel rally and it's damn fun. First time exploring the indoor stadium though, haha sua gu. Stephen Tong is really a good speaker. Took notes, want to buy his CD so that I can listen to what I've missed in between when I was busy copying what he said ):
But before that, was late while meeting the church girls, cause I overslept :P
And before that, a talk with Xiaoyan Laoshi for the both of us. I learnt that marriage is a personal covenant with God, you shouldn't compare your own marriage with other's. And we should pray for each other no matter what, no matter what the future holds for us.
I think it's just normal and boring school stuff throughout the week.
But some facebook stuff happened. Some people can be just so fricken boliao to seek entertainment by making fun of us, DAMN IT. Thank God for Rong Yang who enlightened me, and Isabelle contributing to 128 comments on my status LOL.
Oh, met up with Brande on Thursday :D Miss her though, accompanied her to study the forever so cheem bio :P
Friday was END OF SCHOOL, but got the ever so disgusting holiday homework, using my prepared money to pay Ying Yng back for my math notes. ): GP is really gay shit, trust me. Oh and went to eat mee hun kuay and sat on the "electronic chair" with Catherine, hahas fun experience but keep feeling sleepy though. And after that at night, church choir.
Yesterday was vectors and integration and piano. LOL I miss this easy part of vectors though, but looking at the summary just freaks me out. Piano was fun , I dint practise enough and teacher helped me to practise on the spot :S
Today was like. Sleepy in the morning, and so when I got out of the house and felt the heat of the awesome weather, I came back and flipped through Isabelle's CLEO and drifted to a fricken short nap. And after that had my daily devotion, never write finish but just chiong out of the house with my dad to catch the bus to church, left Isabelle with the comp. She should be twittering LOL.
Service was good. Zijian's friend came, called Joanne Chia and yay both of us are the Chia people yoyoyo.
AND THEN AFTER THAT, we talked. And BLOODY HELL he has this bloody habit of misunderstanding people. Like making assumptions without proof. AND SHIT DO YOU REALLY THINK THAT EVERY FB STATUS I POST IS RELATED TO YOU!? WTF? AND WHY THE HELL WOULD I WANT TO POST SOME STATUS AS A TRAP FOR RONG YANG TO COMMENT ON LIKE WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF.
Seriously, although the talk ended okay, I don't actually feel okay. I'm starting to doubt. And that's a sad thing ):
Finally, a quote from Mr White when he's teaching us Lit in Sec 2:
Assume makes an ASS out of U and ME.
Please get your facts right first, MY FRIEND.
Please don't stalk me on FB anymore, I pray for this. JUST GET OVER ME. And I dont know why you got angry. I should be more angry than you since I'm not part of anything, of their mocking or as a reciprocal to your feelings. And you dint trust me AT ALL. Until now, YOU HAVE DOUBTED ME
TWICE.
I even contemplated closing my FB or even worse, leaving this church. Thinking back, I'm just plain stupid.