Taiwan.
Saturday, December 17, 2011 @ 11:21 PM
Okay, I dont hate this place. No reason for that. I love the food the fashion the scenery the warmth of the people there. But, to go to a place for a holiday for like the THIRD TIME. This is so not going to work out.
Ever heard of the phrase "familiarity breeds contempt"?
Sigh. I really, REALLY dread going there, and spend my 8 days there. Okay, if the third time it's not an issue. But everytime we spent so many days there? They may not feel sian but I'm freaking sian.
Now on Channel U it's showing You're Beautiful. Watched it before Prelims, I think maybe during the July-August period. Jang Keun Suk, Lee Hong Ki, and Jung Yong Hwa are my absolute loves! It's a damn nice drama, I love the plot, the OST, just everything!! And for that, I'm now a very big fan of JKS and bought L-folders of LHK and JYH. Ahhh~
Anyway I watched 'One Day' starring Anne Hathaway, and I feel that it's so awesome that I want to read the novel, like The Notebook. But I just dont understand why they rated it as a B-minus movie , as said on Wikipedia. And after watching the movie, I just cant get it off my mind. Worst, I think the dreamy feeling intensified because of it. Described the feeling on Facebook. And still dont seem right.
Is it me having hallucinations? Or is it normal for people to have this dreamy feeling? It feels like you need to get to some beautiful place to relax and watch the crowds, the buildings, the sky. It's this warm fuzzy feeling that resembles the aftermath of staring at nice pictures (with the photoshop effect) on deviantart. I don't know what this feeling is. I'm definitely not in love LOL. If anyone understands.
It might also consist of what I added this morning :
I've got the sudden urge to explore the cultures of Korea, Japan, and the European countries, especially France and Germany.
But that dreamy feeling kinda died down because of the trip.
Oh. I need to practise my piano. Two reasons: One. My chuandao asked me to help out at the children's service as a pianist every last week of the month starting next year. And somehow I agreed... ZZZ, I really and maybe should learn how to reject people. Two. It's decided that my piano lessons start officially on 8 January, Saturday afternoons. Oh goodness gracious. I wanna die. One week to catch up with piano and I need to go off for a "holiday".
And with days of procrastination, I'm still left with my pile of Chem notes. But the good thing is that my SGC draft 4 is done... I guess. Today evening lol, it was actually due yesterday. Hmmmm.
These few days, I've been thinking that maybe I should just shut down my Facebook account for a while so that I can do things that might be more meaningful than playing games all day. I can feel my brain degenerating by the minute... ):
Something happened to my cousin's family. My yizhang, his mother died. And she wasnt a Christian, and my yizhang is the only Christian in the family. According to my cousin, he looks tired, but must be hurting so deep inside. It really makes me wonder if I would one day feel the same, where my friends who are non-Christians die, and we know where they're going after death. And I might die inside thinking that it's my fault for not bringing them to church, to know God and become brothers and sisters in God. So maybe this might be a good motivation for me to start pushing on and striving to pass the gospel to everyone who needs it. Maybe I need it too. I mean, yes I am a Christian. But surely a Christian needs a constant reminder that God is there for us no matter which part of our lives we are in. Jesus died for us, showing His love for us, people who are sinners. God is love. We all know, but I think for me I should continue to remind myself for this. Because I tend to get self-centred and not living by God's will and asking Him for knowledge/wisdom whenever I'm in need.
My cousin seems very emo, and I found out her blog because she linked her blog with her Facebook. I feel sad for her considering that last last week she spent quite a few days at our house playing and slacking and now this. May God bless her family.
Now I remembered. The reason for my being so emo about the trip, especially now is that my mother started packing today, lol right after my visit from the doctor for medicine for my excess phlegm and throat-itchiness. It's like, hello, one week before the thing! But I can understand, because she might feel tired after work next week and there are like church choir practices and the church service on 24 dec and we're flying off on 25 dec right after lunch which is right after service. Hmmm. Sigh. I dont know what to say. But I'm most probably not going to perform for the choir on 24 dec, noticing that my voice is like the drilling at the construction sites when I'm singing in choir for yesterday's practice. Gosh... But I can make it for lunch with Mabel and Pei En!! Oh yeah~ Maybe somehow I can pull them to join me for the service hohoho.
Oh well that's for today... I want to be a better person and all. Striving to do my best instead of rotting in front of the computer. But anyways, I wanna watch movies starring Anne Hathaway (Get Smart, Becoming Jane), Rachel McAdams, Ryan Gosling, and read all of Nicholas Sparks' books. I think I'm more into romantic activity now huh. That dreamy feeling. Hmmm. Bye.
